Now don't get me wrong.... I love where God has me and I love Idaho Falls and this region...
Just lately I'm so restless. Which isn't normal for July/August -- usually it's April where I get my worst case of this (Bringing the lines from T.S. Eliot's Wasteland to my head... "April is the cruelest month breeding/Lilac's out of the deadland mixing...." (then a few lines later) "Winter kept us cold covering/Earth with forgetful snow feeding/A little life from dried tubers")
I am just feeling on hold. I miss teaching although I do like working at Office Max. And i don't like feeling like I'm waiting for the next big thing. It inevitably makes me miss what's good about the here and now.
I don't like wondering the next day if something I said the night before is stupid and I don't like feeling drained.
But God is good all the time and he will work things out according to his plan.
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