Summer Break...

So two days and I'm bored out of my skull.

This is in spite of the job hunting.

Though, I cannot complain. Three days of vacation and three job interviews and I have a job at the Office Max copy shop. Pretty psyched actually. But I'm not sure it's going to help me catch up with everything.

I'm at the church (my very cool pastor said I can come over here anytime to use the internet) and listening to a Broadway station on the computer. It's been a long few days and I already miss my students and miss coming in for prayer and Bible reading every morning.

I guess I hadn't realized how much of my life revolved around the school here -- I've been spending seven days a week at the church and get to see my pastor and his wife every day and I'm suddenly just feeling lost without the guidance sometimes. I know I can call the Rices' whenever, but I don't want to be a bother. (Though Sister Rice has claimed if I'm stressed and they don't know then they are even more worried)

It doesn't help that I'm not feeling terribly well at the moment (anemic *sighs*) and I'm worried over stuff back home. My grandfather has been hospitalized with a stroke and no matter how much I'm hearing that he is improving, I'm worried sick because I'm NOT there helping out with the situation. I'm the one who is usually helping with this kind of thing because I have the training.

Instead, I'm in Idaho Falls. A place that I ADORE, but it's feeling like a betrayal to my family.

It's easy to say "Hold your head high, you are in God's will" but it's not so easy in application sometimes. I'm not going back to Indiana, but there are moments...